P.S. This is my second short story that I wrote in English. If there are many grammatical errors, then pardon me, since English isn’t my first language. Any advice and critics are open, but please be polite.
P.S.S. I deliberately use my own name as a character because I really wish that this thing would happened in my next life. The explanation from my side is true. So you can guess that this story 50% based on true story.
Enjoy reading.
Two Souls in Coincidence Meet
My eyes opened as the sun raised. I yawned because I’m still sleepy but I forced my body to get up from bed. Here myself again, have to do my daily activity, which is go back and forth to campus. I’m just an ordinary girl who has never gone through special things in my entire life. But I have a secret that I never tell to anyone. Every day, I feel like I’m waiting for someone I didn’t know, and I feel like my heart wants him to be around. I always ignore this feeling and never take this seriously, so I decided not to tell anyone. But there is once in a time that this feeling is getting stronger that I can’t help myself from crying. Probably this is the weirdest thing I have experienced, I guess.
After I prepared my things, now I’m ready to go to campus. I ate my breakfast that my mom cooked this morning. I had a little talk with her and she told me to be careful wherever I go. I told her not to worry about me, and then I left my house and walked to the bus stop. Just for your information, my campus is quite far from my house, so I need to take the bus every time I have to go to campus.
Now I have arrived in my campus. One of my friends told me that the lecturer didn’t come because he has another business, so he told us to summarize the material that has been given by him. I decided to do the task in the campus library with my other friends so that my arrival is not in vain because I only had one class today. As you can see, my life is so boring. And I’m not interested to do something new.
I have done my task. My friends asked me to eat lunch in the canteen but I’m not hungry yet, so I reject them. It’s better for me to eat lunch at home so I can save my money and buy some novels that have been my aim. I’m a big fan of romance novels. Just by reading a novel, I feel that my life will not be boring because I will be lost in a fantasy world. To be honest, I’m the only one who likes to read novels, my friends said that it’s a boring activity. Huh.
So I walked alone to the bus stop with my earphone in my ears. I sang the song that played in my playlist softly while I’m waiting for the bus to come. I inhaled the air deeply and enjoy the view around me. My campus is just like a forest, full of trees and any other plants that I didn’t know the name. You can say that my campus is so quiet. Very suitable as a place to contemplate about your life. Sometimes I’m lost in a fantasy that my head made, what my life would be if I did this and that.
Someone poked my shoulder. I took off the earphone in my ears so that my attention is on him. I can see the doubt on his face as he scratched the back of his neck. I know he want to talk to me but I guess he’s too afraid.
“Uhm, can you lend me your phone? I was about to call my sister but suddenly my battery was running low and I forgot to bring my power bank.” Finally he said it.
I smiled in response and hand over my phone to him. “Sure. Use it as long as you need.”
He smiled back at me. “Thank you! Promise you that I won’t be long!” And that is the sweetest smile someone has ever given to me. I swear to God, he really has a sweet smile. I’m not exaggerating.
While he talking through the phone with his sister, I pay my attention on him. He is a foreigner who is so tall, I can’t guess what is his height though. His skin is quite pale, but he doesn’t look like a vampire, the other way around, he’s so handsome and charismatic. And I really like to see his dark brown hair, looks so soft. I want to comb his hair with my hand so bad. I wondering about what brand of shampoo does he use?
It’s not his physical appearance that made me interested on him. I can feel that he has a really bright side in his mind. The way he asked for my help, the way he smiled, everything looked so warm. I think the sun is really inside his mind.
He approached me and handed my phone back. At this close, I got the chance to look into his beautiful hazel eyes. His eyes really drowned me. And suddenly, this feeling comes. The feeling that I’m waiting for someone and wants him to be around. I feel like he’s the person I have been waiting for. My brain doesn’t want to believe it but my heart is sure that he is the one.
“Hey, were you waiting for the bus earlier? The bus is coming!” His words interrupted my reverie. My tears almost run down if he didn’t interrupt my reverie because of this damn feeling. I felt so grateful that I still can control my facial expression. Did he feel bothered when I looked into his eyes before? “Thank you for the phone. You really saved my life!” He winked.
I chuckled. “No worries!”
The bus is here. “Okay, I’m leaving now!” I got up from my seat and got into the bus. I can see that he smiled at me and said “be careful” to me. I gave my thumbs up so he knew that I will stay careful wherever I go, just like my mom said to me.
***
“What a coincidence that we met here.”
I turned my head to the person sitting next to me. The charming guy who has the sweetest smile in the world. I smiled towards him. “Yeah, what a coincidence,” said I. Just to be honest, I’m really happy that I had the chance to meet him again. I still need an answer why my longing feeling is getting stronger whenever he is around me.
“Bali always has a beautiful beach and sunset, hasn’t it?” He stared at the sun that almost set. The twilight showed its charming to this charming guy who is sitting next to me. Perhaps it doesn’t want to feel beaten by him. “You are so lucky because you live in this beautiful place. I can sit for many hours just to see the sun set and enjoy the view, walk for many hours and getting lost in the new place, and many more, just to keep myself away from drama. I really love this island.”
“I understand why you love this island so much. I also love my home land, but I haven’t had the chance to explore my own home land. I don’t have enough time for it.” I chuckled in sarcasm. “It’s funny when you don’t have a chance to explore your own home land.”
“You should someday. Time and fate like to play on helpless people like us.” He turned his gaze to me. I think he is observing something in myself. I looked back at him because his eyes are my addiction. “I don’t even know your name.”
“Wayu. Just call me Wayu.”
He frowned, indicating that he was thinking quite hard. Does he think that my name is too weird for him? “Your name feels familiar to me.”
“Of course it does! There are bunch of people who have the same name as me.” I shook my head. I guess he wanted to say something else of my name. “I have told my name. Now yours.”
“I don’t think I ever heard about your name before but it is so familiar for me. Like, really familiar.” He was silent for a moment. I couldn’t say anything as he said that my name is familiar for him. How come someone feels so familiar with something but they never even heard that name? Weird. “Delvin. You can call me Delvin.”
“Okay, Delvin. Really nice to see you by coincidence.”
He laughed at me. “Yeah, really nice to see you too.”
And now we both enjoyed the sunset and the atmosphere in this beach. Delvin smiled by himself. I know he really loves seeing sunset, and maybe it’s part of his life. Seeing him happy is the very first thing that I want to see in my entire life. I didn’t know what’s wrong with my feeling, but there is a very strong bond that I can’t see.“I can send you sunset pictures when you already back to your country,” said I.
“That would be really nice for me. I always miss the sunset here,” he answered and smiled.
“Delvin, do you believe in reincarnation?” I asked him with that question.
He raised his eyebrows, maybe a little confused with my question. “What’s with that random question?”
I shrugged. “I just want to know your opinion about such thing.”
“Okay then, since you asked. If you asked me if I believe in a reincarnation, I would say that I don’t know. No one ever knew that they were reincarnated. If someone is already dead, why do they want to come back to life with another body form? But it’s just a question, I didn’t say that I don’t believe it. Maybe there is such thing in this world.”
“Maybe because they want to fix something that hasn’t been fixed in their previous life.” I answered his question. “Did you know why I asked you this question? Because I feel like I know you for a long time, even though we just met.”
Delvin seems interested in my explanation. He gave me a deep look, telling me to continue my explanation about him.
“Let me be frank to you. All this time, I was always waiting for someone that I didn’t even know who he is. I’m longing for that person, and I feel so bad that seems like I ever hurt him in the past. My heart really wanted him to be around me. I want to fix everything with him, and spend the rest of my life with him. I feel like I did very terrible things in the past but I didn’t even know what it is. I buried the guilt deep down inside my heart all the time.” Finally, my tears run down from my eyes. My chest feels so tight, like there was a boulder pressed against it. “But since we met in the bus stop, I felt like you are the person that I’ve been looking for all this time. And after we parted at the bus stop, I felt so lost. Just so you know, I’m really happy to meet you again in this beach.”
“That’s why I felt so familiar with your name,” he said softly. I could hear him say that but I didn’t understand what he meant.
“I’m sorry if I bothered you with my confession. I really can’t stand my feeling because I have buried it for a long time.” I wiped my tears away. And now I feel so embarrassed because I was crying in front of him. He would think that I’m a cry baby. But after this, I feel really relieved. I didn’t dare to look him in the eyes, so I diverted my eyes to the twilight.
“Hey, look at me,” he said. Now I looked him in the eyes as he wants. “Did you know that you are the person I’ve been looking for too?”
Hearing his words, I was really shocked. How could two people share the same feeling like this? Is this what he meant that he was familiar with my name? But why I didn’t feel familiar with his name though?
“Just like you, I was always waiting for someone that I didn’t know who she is. I felt like I’m longing for a long time and it really hurted me. I did feel that she has hurt me, but I’m still want her to be around me. I don’t want to be separated from her anymore because it was so torturous. I always pray to God that I will meet with her again, and I promise to protect her at all cost, although I have to sacrifice my life. Whenever I saw you at the bus stop, my heart beats so fast that I want to hug you so tight and protect you from danger. It hurted me yet I was so happy to see you at that time. My heart knew what it wanted.”
I shook my head hardly, and suddenly my tears run down again. I don’t want to lose him this time, I really don’t want to. I’ve been in hurt for many years and I don’t want to feel that feeling again. “No, don’t do that again. Don’t sacrifice your life for me ever again. I don’t want to lose you in this life. Please just stay. Don’t do that again.” I begged him.
He wiped away my tears with his hand. I can look the sadness and longing in his hazel eyes. It was so real for me. He suddenly hugged me tight and rubbed my back to comfort me. I feel like he is also crying because my shirt is wet. I hugged him back tightly.
“No, I won’t do that again. Promise you that I will always stay by your side forever whatever happens. Let’s spend our time together for the rest of our life, as you want. The future is waiting for us.”
-THE END-
The photo was taken from google. Credit in the photo.
September 8th, 2020.